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Law Student

Tyear — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 17:26:54 GMT

So, Monday is the first day of law school for me. I am absolutely excited ( As I struggle to read the first assignment). It is not that the work is not interesting it is just I have to deal with fatigue. I am tired, not sleepy but tired. I am looking for way to restore my energy and rejuvenate my mind, and I need to do this in three days.

I am thinking about making it all work, and I am confident that it will. There are some things that are just in your heart, and this show, fitness, and education is just something that is in my heart. I always feel like there is so much more for me to tap into, to be the best person that I can be, and it some how manifest itself into my life by taking on task and projects.

I am a child of god and I know that the spirit is with me and has always been with me to allow me to accomplish the things that I have. So, as I embark on THIS journey, I have to begin by saying THANK YOU for the opportunity!!!!

I have goals to make the law review, get straight A's, and to get the minority media fellowship.

I will hold on to the notion that just because something is difficult, doesn't make it impossible.

Well I will check back in on Monday and let you know how things go, although it might be Tuesday, because I will be working in the day and going to school at night.

Choices

Tyear — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:26:15 GMT

Saturday morning after leaving the gym, I noticed anti-abortion protesters holding up signs with startling images, although they themselves were peaceful. Then directly across the street I saw a young woman with a security vest on that said Planned Parenthood Escort, and the entire scene came full circle.

What I didn't see was the individual that would need to make the actual choice on that day, and what she was going through, and what that scene would have done to her, and that made me sad.

Choices aren't easy to make, but they need to be made none the less, and although other people have already made their choices , the torment that they may put a person through to make their point, sort of cast a shadow of darkness on their good intentions.

No Fat Heifer

Tyear — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:30:39 GMT

Last week I began training for my first fitness competition, and on my fourth sprint to victory, my hamstring locked up on me and threatened to annihilate me!

It has taken a full week to recover and I am 2 sessions in and have spoken more to god during my workouts than any other time in my life!

But I am excited about the results to come.

I will post pictures and log my journey.

You Must come back to look at the pics I will post.

I am going to Law School

Tyear — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:25:53 GMT

Yesterday, I found out that I was accepted into Law School and I was pleased with myself down to the bone. It was a long Journey to that point,getting over my own fears, as well as not allowing the difficulty of the LSAT to stand in my way.

It marks an important day in my life and I just want to revel in it.

Many people ask me well, what about your show, and one doesn't cancel out the other. They are two things in my life that will grow simeltaneously.

I just wanted to share with everyone how excited I am, and how I am taking in the fact that I am proud of myself and that is a feeling like no other in the world.

What is Freedom?

Tyear — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 20:34:05 GMT

What is Freedom?

Balance of Power

Tyear — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 14:15:35 GMT

Can there ever really be a balance of power? If there is a balance does that mean that there is no power at all and that the balance has made a neutral stance to the parties at hand?

I am a powerful person, in being that I am the master of my domain, I am not easily influenced, and I will not be forced to do anything I don't want to do. I don't submit well to authority because I have a hard time distinguishing who and what they are. Again, I am the master of my domain, and my domain is where my life takes its course, those incidentals and common and frequent interactions that I have with people are always weird to me. I drink coffee sometimes to help buffer these interactions, that I find to be weird.

I find it extremely difficult to understand the notion that people expect you to care about them and how they feel, when in fact, it is the the exact opposite in my domain. Until I decide to take a conscious interest in a person or a thing, it is non existent. As I try to fulfill my spiritual being, I have come across fair warning to no isolate myself in this manner. It is a struggle that I work with everyday. As much as I love people I don't like them, because of their self-assuming importance in my domain. It so difficult because its blasphemy in my mind, I cannot rationalize how a person could come to a conclusion, that I care about what they think, how they feel, what they want...absolute insanity.

My struggle is with interaction with others, it is an under developed or non existent factor in my being, ( this not affecting the healthy relationships that I do have, how I got them I don't know) that I simply don't care, and can pretty much walk away from anyone, at anytime, for anything, without a second thought.

So the question is how do you deal, without issuing explicatives at every interaction gone wrong?

When does a man learn?

Tyear — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 13:19:16 GMT

I am traditional in the sense that I do believe there are certain jobs men are more equipped to do than women and vice versa.

I am not so traditional as to say these lines should not, or cannot ever be crossed.

I am speaking to such things as lifting and moving furniture, gutting roofs, and carrying groceries. Yes, a woman can certainly do all these things but with more effort than it would take a man.

My largest question is when does a man learn to do such, as basic plumbing, or servicing a car, handy man work of the sorts. I know I threw in other task ( tee hee) but my biggest point is with the decline of two parent households, and the absentee father epidemic, when will, or how will our men learn to do manly things.

As a woman, I know that I am capable of doing a lot for myself, but I am wise enough to know that I cannot do everything. Its the small things that would mean a lot to me, to be able to call someone for help, with putting in air conditioners, or helping me paint the walls, or put in a ceiling fan.

I guess I am asking is the handy man a dying breed? Because I love handy men.

Tee Hee

Four Day Work Week?

Tyear — Thur, 05 Jun 2008 13:01:03 GMT

Do you think this is something we should adopt as the information age?

Would you be willing to work 10 hour work days to not come in on say Friday or Monday?

Are you for or against it?

( I am personally hoping on a large inheritance, or a bundle of money so that I can have ZERO work days)

Have you ever cheated?

Tyear — Thur, 05 Jun 2008 12:59:17 GMT

This is a quick question: How many people have cheated on a spouse of loved one before?

Is it better to be open and honest or to sneak around not to hurt their feelings?

Does an emotional relationship count as cheating or just a sexual relationship?

(so I guess its several quick questions)

Aggressive Women

Tyear — Thur, 05 Jun 2008 12:57:18 GMT

This one is for the fellas, are you all really turned off by a woman who pursues you?

Does it spoil the chase, or the challenge of saying you got the woman and not the woman got you?

Tears of Confusion

Tyear — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 14:33:32 GMT

Not all days begin with clarity nor do all days end with clarity. Sometimes I want to spill out my guts as a way to purge through the garbage and unnecessary that I am holding on to, to get back to that point of clarity. I am a woman of many talents and many doubts that I work aggressively towards to take ownership of my greatness and to get over my weaknesses. I want many things and dont know how they will come to me, not knowing blocks my progression because I believe that I have to do everything, and no one accomplishes anything alone.

I am guilty of believing people offer a helping hand just to say that have done so, but do not necessarily want to commit fully to what it means to help a person.

I am a believer that things will get better and work themselves out as I release these negative thoughts from my mind and my heart to focus on the original goal, to help one person at a time, to take one step at a time, and to live life one day at a time.

Worldwide Statistics on HIV/AIDS

Tyear — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:58:25 GMT

There are an estimated 33.2 million people living with HIV as of at the end of 2007. Of these, 2.5 million are children under 15 years of age.
According to UNAIDS, 2.5 million people worldwide were newly infected with HIV in 2007.
Every day, over 6,800 persons become infected with HIV and over 5,700 persons die from AIDS, mostly because of inadequate access to HIV prevention and treatment services.
Women account for an estimated 15.4 million of all adults living with HIV worldwide.
There were an estimated 2.1 million AIDS deaths in 2007. Children under the age of 15 account for 330,000 of these deaths.

1-800-AIDS-NYC

If I sold vagina

Tyear — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:35:04 GMT

would they put my show on a major network?

Confronting Obesity

Tyear — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:34:04 GMT

How do you tell a loved one that they are obese and in need of losing weight?

Don't Bring Me Down

Tyear — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:32:25 GMT

How is it possible to be a supportive friend, lover, and or confident without altering your over all well being? There are some people that just will suck the life out of you, as they request advice, and assistance when their back is against the wall. How do you have someones back with out putting your back against the wall. Is this self sacrifice what friendship and love is about?