Tyear
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Registered: 02/18/07
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Can there ever really be a balance of power? If there is a balance does that mean that there is no power at all and that the balance has made a neutral stance to the parties at hand?
I am a powerful person, in being that I am the master of my domain, I am not easily influenced, and I will not be forced to do anything I don't want to do. I don't submit well to authority because I have a hard time distinguishing who and what they are. Again, I am the master of my domain, and my domain is where my life takes its course, those incidentals and common and frequent interactions that I have with people are always weird to me. I drink coffee sometimes to help buffer these interactions, that I find to be weird.
I find it extremely difficult to understand the notion that people expect you to care about them and how they feel, when in fact, it is the the exact opposite in my domain. Until I decide to take a conscious interest in a person or a thing, it is non existent. As I try to fulfill my spiritual being, I have come across fair warning to no isolate myself in this manner. It is a struggle that I work with everyday. As much as I love people I don't like them, because of their self-assuming importance in my domain. It so difficult because its blasphemy in my mind, I cannot rationalize how a person could come to a conclusion, that I care about what they think, how they feel, what they want...absolute insanity.
My struggle is with interaction with others, it is an under developed or non existent factor in my being, ( this not affecting the healthy relationships that I do have, how I got them I don't know) that I simply don't care, and can pretty much walk away from anyone, at anytime, for anything, without a second thought.
So the question is how do you deal, without issuing explicatives at every interaction gone wrong?
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